funky mcfunkster

I haven't been updating much here lately because
I'm in this weird funk.
I don't know where else to get my thoughts out though
because sometimes journaling isn't enough.

It's so hard to keep positive lately.
This wall just keeps coming up.
I try and shake it off and remind myself R&R is on the way.
But so much has to happen before then
and it feels so far out of reach.
I just wish I had one friend who lived close to me
going through a deployment.
Just one.

I've been sick for about 4 days now with an 

enormous ulcer in my throat.

Nice and graphic for you, you're welcome.

Well it's painful and

I'm over it.

If I have to drink another meal I might

just..

drink another meal because

that's my only choice.

I haven't been able to talk with Mr much lately because

Iraq hates Skype and the internet in general.

That's the conclusion I've come to.

Summer school started and I had to miss two days 

due to this awesome ulcer. which in reality is like missing 6 days because

each class is 3.5 hours long.

awesome, amazing and stupendously wonderful.

right?

My posts have been choppy and awkward lately

and I'm attributing it to this funky mcfunkster that I'm in.

Do bear with me and pray for me.

Deployment's are no slice of yellow cake with chocolate frosting.

nope.

On a completely unrelated note
my couch smells like skunk and
there's no telling why.