Do you ever say something to a person, and mid sentence wish there was some way to pull it all back in, as if nothing was ever said? I had that moment tonight with Mr. I said something I shouldn't have and I made him feel bad. It was over something dumb and materialistic and now I feel terrible. There's nothing I can do to take back the things I said. It was so meaningless too, there was no point for it. I didn't anticipate the hurt I saw in him. But it was there and I've never felt more low than I do right now. I'm probably scaring all of you, thinking I'm some crazy mean wife, but I promise I'm not. I just wasn't thinking at all and didn't take into consideration the fact that what I told Mr. would hurt his feelings. Instead, I just thought of myself and what I wanted. Ugh. Sorry if this post is really confusing, I'm just getting out thoughts.
Do you guys ever have word vomit?