Do you ever say something to a person, and mid sentence wish there was some way to pull it all back in, as if nothing was ever said? I had that moment tonight with Mr. I said something I shouldn't have and I made him feel bad. It was over something dumb and materialistic and now I feel terrible. There's nothing I can do to take back the things I said. It was so meaningless too, there was no point for it. I didn't anticipate the hurt I saw in him. But it was there and I've never felt more low than I do right now. I'm probably scaring all of you, thinking I'm some crazy mean wife, but I promise I'm not. I just wasn't thinking at all and didn't take into consideration the fact that what I told Mr. would hurt his feelings. Instead, I just thought of myself and what I wanted. Ugh. Sorry if this post is really confusing, I'm just getting out thoughts.
Do you guys ever have word vomit?
:( yes ma'am, i think we all do. i know i have word vomit! it doesn't happen often, but it makes more than enough.
ReplyDeleteyou are a beautiful girl and your heart is so pure. i know Mr. knows you love him dearly and nothing else could possibly be more important to you than that.
word vomit happens to me all the time. Even more so now that i'm pregnant and crazy hormonal.
ReplyDeleteI'll find myself telling my husband, "i'm sorry! I don't really think blah blah blah". He'll say he knows and that is that.
Ah, yes, the word vomit. It happens to all of us. In fact, my husband and I had a similar experience a few days ago. I think we both had word vomit and both of us just felt like crap by the time he had to go. It happens to all of us...and I'm sure you apologized your heart out. Don't worry too much about it. (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteBeen there with my Mr. Being away after saying something makes it even tougher. All you wanna do is give them a hug and say sorry but you can't.
ReplyDeleteMaybe we should petition God to give us a rewind button sometimes :)
Most definitely! My poor husband has been the victim a few times. Thank goodness for forgiveness!
ReplyDeletei know it's happened to me, but I call it verbal diarrhea. :) I know it happens to my husband too. While it does hurt at the time I know that it'll definitely pass!! on to better and brighter things hon!
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